Fumbling around in the dark

Fighting faceless monsters 

Collecting scars like badges

That tells stories of repeated lessons 

Or flawless victories 

Desperately trying to find light

To be able to see what battles are ahead 

The pressure of wanting to be seen, heard and understood 

Without trails and obstacles in place 

Building character by learning from the pain

I mean the rage

No the passion

Heated interactions that turn into realizations 

Realizations gained from experiences 

Experiences bonded together to reveal my true identity 

6 protons, 6 neutrons, and 6 electrons

A carbon being 

Buried along with my history 

Undergoing countless transformations 

6 protons 1 neutron, and 6 electrons 

Crystallized light being

 

Ascending into higher dimensions 

As my kundalini energy rises 

My halo begins to glow

The reason for stumbling around in the dark begins to show

Spiritual enlightenment 

To obtain Christ consciousness 

Who am I , the embodiment of Gods enlightenment

Alchemized in love