by Joe Engel
The bulldozer beeps as it backs up,
warning us.
Some repairs take days,
some take years,
that car on cinder blocks
slowly turning to rust.
It seems this renovation
is going nowhere.
In winter, construction stops
and I am left with familiar floaters
in my eyes
like seeing my brain cells
swimming in a sunbeam.
Outside, a leafless Aspen
takes the spotlight, lit
amid a break in the clouds,
emerging more complete than me.
What do the retired workers
think about their hard labor
torn down,
the bridge they raised
to hold all that rolled,
replaced with extra lanes?
The young outnumber the old,
spring from a blind spot;
new style, new slang
new sighs for old problems,
they march, almost
ready to have kids of their own.
You reminisce with old words,
old ways as you beep in reverse
urging them to see
how their demolition widens
the route you laid
when their problems were yours.