I may not understand you in your totality but I feel your energy as if you are a part of me

I know you are a part of me

Because my deepest desires and deepest fears that I do not dare to speak out of my mouth but in the secret chambers of my heart, you make it clear

Clear for me to see and witness your miraculous ways

How you make me face my fears even on my most depression days 

How I can just imagine something amazing that I’d like to experience and you make it happen

How I can have a question about life and you show me the way

This beautiful, all-embracing, magnetic, unconditional love that I am interconnected to may not ever make sense to me but I’m not leaning on my own understanding when it comes to you

Just how you make me feel

And that is alive

Alive to the core of my being

Every breath of life I take is breathing in your essence

Your essence carried by the free flowing energy throughout my body as if the primordial waters of the cosmos are watering me to grow into the perfect image and likeness of you

Your grace that covers me when my ignorance has me repeating lessons 

Your patience when I get off my path and lose my compass when I’m navigating through the world

Sometimes forgetting that I am just passing through 

Even in those moments you don’t forget me 

You still protect me and give me space to explore 

Nudging me when I’m venturing to far into the belly of the beast

Reminding me that every feast placed in front of me isn’t prepared by you and to always trust my intuition to know the difference 

Bestowing gifts upon me to make my journey easier 

Using me as a vessel to aid and assist others with finding their light along the way because you are a selfless God and I represent every aspect of you

You taught me that when I am in rage and I self destruct that I am just purging what no longer serve me and transforming into a better version of myself 

I know that you are formless and can take innumerable personal forms so I see you in every sign, symbolism and synchronicity 

Confident that you are communicating with me in the physical 

To you I give the glory 

My thoughts are with you 

My feelings are with you 

My faith was planted as a mustard seed and every day you find new ways to water it and show me your omnipresence 

For that I am forever thankful for your mercy

-Earth Talinna